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Записи с темой: william the bloody (список заголовков)
18:10 

14. A Thievery

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
Now that I'm free and very, very far,
I'm safe from your influence. Step by step
The wounds are closing up and leaving scars.
I know you meant no ill and tried to help,

But help without trust is further harm.
When you decide to throw a lightning bolt,
Don't wonder if it hurts your own arm;
I'm done excusing where it's not my fault.

Your disbelieve is killing me no more,
I feel like life is better every day.
I try to even up and set the score,
But never want for you to feel my pain.

I even think that your mistrust was true,
I stole one thing: a memory of you.

@темы: william the bloody

23:40 

13. Lemniscate

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
Sometimes I think: with anything I say
And every step I move away from you.
Between us, there is nothing but the pain
And you won't raise your hand to touch me through.

I am too strong; I fight where must concede.
I'm mad, but not at you, a mere gun.
I'm number first, not second; my mislead
Was unintended, though a common one.

It's just the fact that I ain't want to be
No first at all, and no one of the power.
I pray for things to not depend on me,
Gunslinger, I'd forget of my Dark Tower.

And yet that's always make me burst in tears:
Your glance, the same bear trap in million years.

@темы: william the bloody

02:11 

12. In The Shadows, I Am

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
We are two shadows on the bank of Styx
Where always blows a wind of million spikes.
We see each other, but we cannot speak.
No snowflakes, no Sun. It's just the ice.

Black water whispers flowing through the brinks
Or I'm hallucinating, hearing lies.
We drink this water; nothing else to drink.
It gives the shades to your transparent eyes.

And struggling to return my real ways,
To drive away this winter prison tricks,
No matter what the freezing river says,
I'm building us a home with icy bricks.

The Hell is empty, left no guards to keep.
We kiss each other with unfleshy lips.

@темы: william the bloody

23:58 

11. Resemblance

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I see you in the mirror time by time,
But mirrors lie. I have to keep my word,
Not seeing you. Although it's not a crime,
But it'll be wrong if you become my world.

I see resemblance in our ways of life,
I see my sword in your's; we think alike.
You cannot read me. I can read you by
Your traitor eyes, I need not be a psych.

How come that, having our roads so close,
We never ever got to meet before?
For me, if I won't exorcise your ghost,
Not fair to be with someone anymore.

We're two parts of nuclear device,
Two elements which living two half-lives.

@темы: william the bloody

14:48 

010. Anxiety

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I can't afford a bliss of giving in,
I can't comfort myself with losing hope,
Beloved, you are not a prize to win
And there's no challenge and no battlefield, nope.

I have a feel that no one understands:
There is no fate. No boundaries, no pressure,
And while it seems to all I simply stand,
I'm thinking that I move in right direction.

My heart still bleads, but yet it's going on
And anxious, 'cause I have to skip some turns.
My silence is a tool, as were my word,
But seems like I believe in unicorns.

Attacker, now my task is castle defend.
It thrills me I don't know, to what end.

@темы: william the bloody

20:30 

009. Flawless

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
Not wanting to be saviour or be saved,
Not willing to be stalker or the whore,
Not wishing to be master or the slave,
I only long for you and no one more.

The problem's not the love. But it can't stop:
I look at you and cannot see one flaw.
I stare at you like through a microscope,
But only find what'll never let me go.

You must be God yourself. You have His face,
You have His kindness over you, like wings,
You have His strength, His violence and grace,
You are His glance on all the living beings.

And I just hope for once to be your star,
Like you are mine, forever and by far.

@темы: william the bloody

13:28 

008. All Of Alone

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I always like to spend my time alone,
When no one tells me what to feel or think.
I'm never bored with myself at home,
And if get sad, I can make up some thing.

I can be lonely in a circle of friends,
Or bask in their company as well,
Or get a feel that joy will never end,
Or tell the stories which are worth to tell.

I like to be a member of the clan
And happy when I say a word of wit,
But by my side, I don't need anyone.
Except of you, for reason inconcrete,

For since I saw your face one sunny day,
I can't find back my happy lonely way.

@темы: william the bloody

23:33 

007. Envy

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
A grain of sand between my flaps of steel,
An endless cause of all my shiny words,
I envy you. That's stupid, yes, I feel,
But still I envy you, no matter what.

I think too much. It's really not that bad,
My envy is as empty as those strings,
I envy all of people when I'm sad
You won't believe, for what a shallow things.

But wait, your life is happier indeed.
The fact is that God likes you more than me.
I find no sense in things I ever did...
And so, confused, I cannot even see,

What's first, what's next, below or above,
What if I'm taking envy for the love?

@темы: william the bloody

01:39 

006. Reckless

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I scare myself. I was so free at will
And now all I want is golden cage.
A champion in letting go skill,
I'm seeking your attention, stage by stage.

I ask myself, what if I lost my pride,
To throw my life to other, like a slave,
Or maybe I became a reckless child
Who's rushing headlong strictly to the grave?

...As if there's child who wants itself to die!
The answer's here for my precious Mind:
A life without choices is a lie,
You're deadborn if your fate is determined.

As for the pride, then I can only tell:
Respecting me, respect my choice as well.

@темы: william the bloody

00:41 

005. Vengeance

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
There was a time I thought I tamed Love
And set her place among the other things
Like kitchen plates, or cups, or other stuff
And books, and songs, and cabbages, and kings.

I thought she's slave, 'cause she preten'd to be,
For long she acted as one of handy tools.
Then came a time when she rebelled on me,
When she rebelled and set her own rules.

I was all helpless, for her strength has grown
Beside my eye, and since she broke her chain
I can't no more pretend it's on my own,
Can't keep her if she wants to fly away.

Her vengeance will be cruel, fast and smart,
And here I am - a subject to my Heart.

@темы: william the bloody

18:39 

4. Another Feeling

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I don't want to wake up, I want to sleep
To dream of you forever and again.
In real world, what is for me to keep?
From real world, what ever can I gain?

Your ghost is in my conscience on and on,
Your image always burns before my eyes,
I'm tired to death to stand and fight alone,
So tired that my joy of living dies.

You know, my dream, I'm planning to give up,
To play with them by their own rules,
I pray for help to my irreal love,
But know that the praying have no use.

And yet, again I choose to stand and fight
For hope one day I'll do it by your side.

@темы: william the bloody

16:54 

№3. A Feeling

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
Why should I ever want you to be mine?
You're so not meant for such a selfish use.
You're too big for me, too brightly shine,
And who am I to even look at you?

Again I think: compared to my love,
I'm no one; our difference is great.
At least, from time to time I make you laugh,
But you and I, we always miles away.

For me, it would be good enough to seat
And once a year only see you fly
By window, at the height of thousand feet
Through cloudy sky which colour's like your eyes.

In you, m'love, is nothing I can get.
I look at King, a privileged cat.

@темы: william the bloody

01:56 

002. Coward's Song

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I cannot say I love you more than life,
Because I'm not. My life's still coming first.
I cannot even say I'd be your wife
Or could I ever trade my life for yours.

Or lay my ego on your fiery shrine,
Or trust you so to let you pick my ways,
Or go with you to place where sun not shine,
Or every other very empty place.

You'll laugh at me, my love, for I can bring
Neither my heart for you, and nor my hand
Nor soul, had I posessed such a thing,
And even sword I can just lend, my friend.

To me, my love, love's not a sacrifice,
But what I can give up - my cowardice.

@темы: william the bloody

01:01 

...

If every vampire who said he was at the Crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
I never wanted t' throw my life away.
This thing, I value more than you'd believe.
The loss of mind and irresistable pain
Are only ones that'd make me not to live.

I like my past on all of it's full length.
All days of sorrow, every grain of dirt,
All tragedies and fails that made my strength
Are kept by me, no matter how they hurt.

And happiness, which was, and was enough
To justify the life of any kind.
My seconds and my memories, my love,
They made for me invincible web of mind.

And now, I could unravel all I've been
To only be with you from my eighteen.

@темы: william the bloody

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